It is a Greif thang

Thanks K. You're right, I do know that.

It's the surprising moments that catch one, like walking into the church and realizing that it's just not the altar, it's the altar where I was going to marry her and make our dreams come true. And it's those awakened dreams that tug most, and some of them I can make happen. Dinner parties and dances with her at my side, or me at her side. A nice place to live...

Anyway, thanks for the support, guys. I'm looking at my life and living place and living means and seeing what changes I should make. Lose Weight...clean up home...get new job.

Dinner parties in December!