Perspective; attitude; trust

It's amazing how these things come around again and again.
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Tl; dr    I don't trust my coworkers to be professional in attitude so my perspective about work is extremely negative.


Goal:  I trust myself to be forward focused with a life overall perspective and work with those with a professional attitude.  

Reality:  Politics here:  I have lost.  Because of someone else swinging and missing.    Look for a better solution.


Why am I panicking?   Change.  New VP.  Old director back in charge.   Promised/predicted change not occurring.  

They moved my brother to training, not me.   Why?  I do not know--I have conjecture.   Lots of reasons.