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learnteach) wrote2006-12-27 06:55 pm
learnteach) wrote2006-12-27 06:55 pm
Self Diagnosis
Why am I out of sorts?
Had to change schedules for a job that isn't what is was promised to be (nor was I ready for it by any stretch of the imagination.) HOWEVER, that's no excuse for being a whiney wimp.
Don't feel competent much recently; teaching is much much more discipline than I expected. And I thought the material would be hard; the hard stuff is dealing with all the bullshit on various levels.
But the real reason?
I feel horrible--I haven't worked out in over three months. Have sweated a little dancing, but haven't spent an hour at the gym. Woo! Plan G tomorrow morning. It'll suck for 4 days, but be good beyond that (I hope!)
And, for some blessings:
Everything I asked for, and more, I got for Christmas. A haul that I cannot believe--couch and loveseat, new canister vac, ipod shuffle--literally, everything that I asked for. AND, my outgoing gifts made people laugh and be thankful.
I got to dance, every weekend, at Dickens Fair. Meet interesting new people and twirl them around the dance floor. Watch the fair from the inside. 5 weeks of dancing!
Got some new Lodema pottery. Time for a tea party!
Onward!
Had to change schedules for a job that isn't what is was promised to be (nor was I ready for it by any stretch of the imagination.) HOWEVER, that's no excuse for being a whiney wimp.
Don't feel competent much recently; teaching is much much more discipline than I expected. And I thought the material would be hard; the hard stuff is dealing with all the bullshit on various levels.
But the real reason?
I feel horrible--I haven't worked out in over three months. Have sweated a little dancing, but haven't spent an hour at the gym. Woo! Plan G tomorrow morning. It'll suck for 4 days, but be good beyond that (I hope!)
And, for some blessings:
Everything I asked for, and more, I got for Christmas. A haul that I cannot believe--couch and loveseat, new canister vac, ipod shuffle--literally, everything that I asked for. AND, my outgoing gifts made people laugh and be thankful.
I got to dance, every weekend, at Dickens Fair. Meet interesting new people and twirl them around the dance floor. Watch the fair from the inside. 5 weeks of dancing!
Got some new Lodema pottery. Time for a tea party!
Onward!
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