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learnteach ([personal profile] learnteach) wrote2003-06-30 09:21 am

Wasted Weekend: PlannedSlide

Aouew...

Had massive plans this weekend, but the heat sapped my physical will, and ended up spending all my time in PlanetSide, playing my stealth/hacker/engineer. Went up a BR. So, missed a going away party, a barbeque, a work party, a burning man/dance thang, invites to a hot tub, visits to play Catan, working on the bathroom, on the armor, on the garden, on the expenses, on the garage, on the bike, on the burn gear...

Overall, what's the plan, stan? No focus, no purpose; no physical activity except occasional fighting, no mental purpose other than shooting things on PS; no spiritual goals.

Time to reset and fix.

[identity profile] noressa.livejournal.com 2003-06-30 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
It's a lot of what I'm feeling too, right now. Sure, I have some specifics planned... But other than that? I feel like I'm drifting, not really doing anything. My motivation stinks right now. Working on it. Have to get past the being depressed about not doing anything first. And to fix that? Want to do something. Noticing a viscious cycle yet? Work in progress.