Triggured.
Jul. 13th, 2006 02:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
learnteachI felt pretty good this morning. But I feel pushed flat right now.
Morning class went well, Dr. J actually filled all three hours, although the feed back was "make him speak faster" and we had to apply basic discipline (moving kids around, sitting with them.) Talked about the great engineering achievements of the 20th and 21 century. He wants to redesign the student certificates. I'm on the hook for the game tomorrow, shouldn't be too horrible but I need to come up with about 100 questions and a format.
No signin or tags this morning until 10 minutes into the class...
Exhausted now. ON the fast trip up here, lol in a white caddy tried t omerge me into a truck (semi). Scooted past, but man that was a scare.
Got here. Still no contract. Shaking from the near miss. If I take the van, I'll be safer from that sort of thing, but it'll add up pretty quickly. I'll be safer in the commute, but it will take longer.
LAH died in an instant; could have been me today.
Think the near miss and the thought above have triggered the black dog.
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VERY HARD to motivate for this class, when I was lied to so wonderfully. And very hard to consider it worth the risk...
Morning class went well, Dr. J actually filled all three hours, although the feed back was "make him speak faster" and we had to apply basic discipline (moving kids around, sitting with them.) Talked about the great engineering achievements of the 20th and 21 century. He wants to redesign the student certificates. I'm on the hook for the game tomorrow, shouldn't be too horrible but I need to come up with about 100 questions and a format.
No signin or tags this morning until 10 minutes into the class...
Exhausted now. ON the fast trip up here, lol in a white caddy tried t omerge me into a truck (semi). Scooted past, but man that was a scare.
Got here. Still no contract. Shaking from the near miss. If I take the van, I'll be safer from that sort of thing, but it'll add up pretty quickly. I'll be safer in the commute, but it will take longer.
LAH died in an instant; could have been me today.
Think the near miss and the thought above have triggered the black dog.
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VERY HARD to motivate for this class, when I was lied to so wonderfully. And very hard to consider it worth the risk...
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