Bad Choices
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learnteachAnd Changes.
Wisdom comes from...experience. Experience comes from adventure. Adventure comes from bad choices.
I feel like I've had a lot of wisdom gained without much motion this last two year period. Now, mind you, the medical problems aren't something I had THAT much control over, but I'm going about school the wrong way, going about my health the wrong way, finances, house, vehicle. I'm done with being so poor that I have to worry about money all the time, and done with letting other people affect my moods so much.
What does this mean? I've become an ab devo (thanks Mari.) Last night in a conversation I realized the time, apologized, and did my 100 ab exercises. Was it socially correct? No. Was it accepted? Sure. What do I need to do? Change the image of my self to a reality of action and motion (and more sleep from exhaustion).
Money? School without a certification doesn't work. School is still women's work in the negative way, and the number of people who know more than I do about education and tell me this is very high (and very irritating, of course, walk a mile in my underpaid shoes.) And I'm not even a real teacher. Back to tech. Doing what? Don't care as long as it pays. I can work any job.
Car? Get some money and buy a beater commuter that I don't have to work on. It's not my desire to do cars...
there's the bell. Back to school!
Wisdom comes from...experience. Experience comes from adventure. Adventure comes from bad choices.
I feel like I've had a lot of wisdom gained without much motion this last two year period. Now, mind you, the medical problems aren't something I had THAT much control over, but I'm going about school the wrong way, going about my health the wrong way, finances, house, vehicle. I'm done with being so poor that I have to worry about money all the time, and done with letting other people affect my moods so much.
What does this mean? I've become an ab devo (thanks Mari.) Last night in a conversation I realized the time, apologized, and did my 100 ab exercises. Was it socially correct? No. Was it accepted? Sure. What do I need to do? Change the image of my self to a reality of action and motion (and more sleep from exhaustion).
Money? School without a certification doesn't work. School is still women's work in the negative way, and the number of people who know more than I do about education and tell me this is very high (and very irritating, of course, walk a mile in my underpaid shoes.) And I'm not even a real teacher. Back to tech. Doing what? Don't care as long as it pays. I can work any job.
Car? Get some money and buy a beater commuter that I don't have to work on. It's not my desire to do cars...
there's the bell. Back to school!
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Re: Yes!
Date: 2010-06-07 11:37 pm (UTC)Re: Yes!
Date: 2010-06-08 12:29 am (UTC)Re: Yes!
Date: 2010-06-08 05:01 am (UTC)Re: Yes!
Date: 2010-06-08 06:59 pm (UTC)Re: Yes!
Date: 2010-06-08 07:05 pm (UTC)We can meet you and JT at his place.