Waves are slowing down...(Emotional Waves)

[learnteach]

Self: Still in a "What Happened" mode. What happened? Different views, different answers, but...if I had to do it again, I would ...will...pull more things out in the open, and try to resist less. Can't stand the house anymore though...what was a "place I'm fixing up over time" is now "place where the relationship broke against".

One of the big dreams was to travel and adventure; it's something I try to do all the time anyway, when I'm not cowering under the bed. Domesticity is not really my great strength. Big surprise. (Not)

Holiday season! Panto in Santo Cruz. Revels in Oakland (hope to make it!). Quiet season for work. Time to train the mind, and clarify the fighting system.

Fighting: Fought last saturday, equipment kept failing, but the style of list was fun. Need to fix thangs! Shields, swords, guantlets!

BIgger life: Time to go to a City council meeting and see what they're up to...every candidate I voted for lost, what will happen. Looked at refi the house, the total fees was 1500, so it would take a year to realize any benefit...I'll check with another lender, but I intend to sell the house in the beginning of the year.

Bush is putting into place the hollowing out of environmental and gay rights and abortion rights laws, but so slowly, and the agencies that fought for them are outmoded in their message...What can I do about this?

Time to go visit the sea.

Comments

[noressa.livejournal.com]

If you need garden help, please let me know.

[theredhead.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you are feeling better.

-the redhead-

Truth Justice and Self Discovery

[korwyn.livejournal.com]

Self: Grief, dude, grief.

Dreams are always good. Travel and Adventure are good (even when just exploring dust rhino habitat). The trick is to be. You know the drill, Eat when hungry, Drink when Thirsty and try not to program in COBOL.

General offer to visit if you are in whatever part of the world I am in. K* likes you.

Fighting: Things fall apart, the shield cannot hold. Might be a song there or at least a bad poem.

BIgger life: The best thing you can do is dig for FACTS, and talk to people about them. Too much reportage is about the game, not the effects.

Try visit to the desert after the sea. Much the same, but not as wet

[vew.livejournal.com]

Time.. grief takes time and you are dead smack in the middle of it... so be aware that is where you are and use it for what is ment to be. One caution I would give is the same one we give to widows do not make any major decisions until you have grieved for a year.

Come with me in April

[patsmor.livejournal.com]

to a March on Washington sponsored by NOW. exerpt:

Roe v. Wade hangs by a thread!

NOW will be mobilizing women and men across this country to March on
Washington for our mothers, for our daughters, and for ourselves—there will never be a more important time to stand up for women's lives."

Set for April 25, 2004, Save Women's Lives: March for Freedom of Choice marks the first time that the four major women's rights and reproductive rights groups have collaborated to plan a march. This historic act of solidarity is in response to the desperate situation of women's rights in this country.

More at http://www.now.org/nnt/fall-2003/march.html


If you're up for going, I'll make reservations. Looks like there will be about 10 of us.

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